name: jessica
gender: female
interests: nymd, dance!, shopping!, movies, reading, heh. still got what.
occupation: student hmm.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I feel so down.
And I'm having terrible moodswings this few days.
GOD I can't stand it.
I feel so cranky.
I don't have an appetite.
And I usually eat ALOT.
I feel this big load stuck in my chest.
I feel that I can cry any time.
And it feels SO BAD.
Maybe its because SYF's coming.
With me being in nymd and I'm not even dancing.
I thought I could treat people asking me about it normally.
Maybe I can't.
Still not sure yet.
OH MAN.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
At least I have a nice progress report.
Quite positive comments from teachers.
And YOU.
I can't stand you anymore.
I've pushed this feeling down for long enough already.
Maybe its because of this overwhelming emotions that are making me say this.
But I can't take it anymore.
Oh and what I've said about distractions.
Not enough of them.
=(
And I'm having terrible moodswings this few days.
GOD I can't stand it.
I feel so cranky.
I don't have an appetite.
And I usually eat ALOT.
I feel this big load stuck in my chest.
I feel that I can cry any time.
And it feels SO BAD.
Maybe its because SYF's coming.
With me being in nymd and I'm not even dancing.
I thought I could treat people asking me about it normally.
Maybe I can't.
Still not sure yet.
OH MAN.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
At least I have a nice progress report.
Quite positive comments from teachers.
And YOU.
I can't stand you anymore.
I've pushed this feeling down for long enough already.
Maybe its because of this overwhelming emotions that are making me say this.
But I can't take it anymore.
Oh and what I've said about distractions.
Not enough of them.
=(