name: jessica
gender: female
interests: nymd, dance!, shopping!, movies, reading, heh. still got what.
occupation: student hmm.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I shall try to refer to myself in third person. Just like how jomain does. Heheh.
Jessica feels very disappointed, extremely tired and oh so lonely.
Jessica went to bella's house for LA SIA today. She was already late and informed about 1.5 hours before. She was an hour late. But they were 20 minutes later. Oh my.
Jessica went back 2 hours later than she planned to. And she is terribly tired now.
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Ah, the 3rd person thing can't work out.
GOSH. I need to talk to someone. So don't be surprised if I came to find you and started yaking. Its been a long time since I had a good long talk with someone.
OH and the last movie I saw was charly! But movies frmind me of the cinema, not the LT. Therefore this.
AHHH. My results are not so pleasant.
Maths fail. Therefore maths remedial.
Physics fail. Therefore must chiong for physics retest.
Bio fail. But only 1 mark from pass. So I'm happy =)
Chinese pass! 87%
LA pass also! =))
Chem Pass! 90% HAHAHA.
Chatted with jacey on msn for about 2 hours yesterday. So long at one shot you know. And now jacey knows most of the things that are irritating me now.
But theres some things. I want to say. I wish to say. That I just don't dare to say to anyone at all. That I can't utter a single word to anyone. And its driving me crazy. Seriously, I wish I had no inhibitions in the things that I want to speak about. And I wish there was this person whom I can talk to.
But NO. I don't know of this person whom I can talk to. And its so miserable. The only way to escape from this feeling, is to wish I'll forget it.
But its not that easy. I can remember about the specific things that i wished never happen, wish that I'd never remember, vividly until today.
And I'll feel this burning sensation inside. Like acid feeding on my heart.
I sound so sad. I am. But not that much though. But the bitter realisation of not having someone to talk to really sucks.
On the other hand. CSM was super fun. Took many pictures with many people. So mostly is just a photo of me and someone else.
Oh and I have a few pictures containing only one people.
Huiqing and her deodorant. Some sensual instinct thing. And she insists that it means that she's sexy. Hahahhaha. :P
Yunyi hiding from my camera so dramatically it looks like she just did that on purpose. Yunyi is a dramatic. Heh.
I have two of huifun! Picture kind of blurry. I was too far away.
And one of siwei too! Both siwei and huifun's one is when they're preparing for 4 by 1. 305 got THIRD =))))) Bella beat the class with joanna =D HAHAHA. Bella can run super fast.
OH OH OH and I have one of lee shan shan preparing for teachers race. =P
But because i am too lazy to look for the camera now. The pictures shall be up only when I feel like it.
Post csm wasn't at all fun. In fact it was horrible. Trying my best to put on a happy face while I feel so terrible inside. Oh and if you read this and you know this refers to you. Be glad that its only a temporary shock. Because I didn't know you all would do this. But. It doesn't matter.
HMM. I am watching spiderman 3 on thursday. And i want to watch shrek the third. But because I am terribly broke now. I shall eat very little for the next couple of weeks.
My eyes are closing as i type this blog post. BAH. I simply dont feel like going to school tomorrow. I am really really tired. Physically and mentally.
I want to feel sick. I really do. I haven't been sick for about 3 months. To be honest. I yearn the the concern people show to me when I'm sick. This is kind of twisted. But its true.
Oh. And i'm not going for nymd's celebration on thursday. Its kind of obvious why I'm not going. And its so difficult for me to just keep the reason inside.
I shall not type and get more miserable by the minute. THerefore. I shall go sleep now. And pray that I wake up sick tomorrow.
I've been wearing my contacts for almost 12 hours now. Still wearing because i couldn't get it out when i was showering. I keep sliding my fingers on my eyeball and it keeps sticking to my eyeball instead of getting pinched out. I tried many many times. And I shall got try again now.
Oh oh oh! I got new bedroom slippers! Its so soft and comfy. Heh.
Jessica feels very disappointed, extremely tired and oh so lonely.
Jessica went to bella's house for LA SIA today. She was already late and informed about 1.5 hours before. She was an hour late. But they were 20 minutes later. Oh my.
Jessica went back 2 hours later than she planned to. And she is terribly tired now.
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Ah, the 3rd person thing can't work out.
GOSH. I need to talk to someone. So don't be surprised if I came to find you and started yaking. Its been a long time since I had a good long talk with someone.
OH and the last movie I saw was charly! But movies frmind me of the cinema, not the LT. Therefore this.
AHHH. My results are not so pleasant.
Maths fail. Therefore maths remedial.
Physics fail. Therefore must chiong for physics retest.
Bio fail. But only 1 mark from pass. So I'm happy =)
Chinese pass! 87%
LA pass also! =))
Chem Pass! 90% HAHAHA.
Chatted with jacey on msn for about 2 hours yesterday. So long at one shot you know. And now jacey knows most of the things that are irritating me now.
But theres some things. I want to say. I wish to say. That I just don't dare to say to anyone at all. That I can't utter a single word to anyone. And its driving me crazy. Seriously, I wish I had no inhibitions in the things that I want to speak about. And I wish there was this person whom I can talk to.
But NO. I don't know of this person whom I can talk to. And its so miserable. The only way to escape from this feeling, is to wish I'll forget it.
But its not that easy. I can remember about the specific things that i wished never happen, wish that I'd never remember, vividly until today.
And I'll feel this burning sensation inside. Like acid feeding on my heart.
I sound so sad. I am. But not that much though. But the bitter realisation of not having someone to talk to really sucks.
On the other hand. CSM was super fun. Took many pictures with many people. So mostly is just a photo of me and someone else.
Oh and I have a few pictures containing only one people.
Huiqing and her deodorant. Some sensual instinct thing. And she insists that it means that she's sexy. Hahahhaha. :P
Yunyi hiding from my camera so dramatically it looks like she just did that on purpose. Yunyi is a dramatic. Heh.
I have two of huifun! Picture kind of blurry. I was too far away.
And one of siwei too! Both siwei and huifun's one is when they're preparing for 4 by 1. 305 got THIRD =))))) Bella beat the class with joanna =D HAHAHA. Bella can run super fast.
OH OH OH and I have one of lee shan shan preparing for teachers race. =P
But because i am too lazy to look for the camera now. The pictures shall be up only when I feel like it.
Post csm wasn't at all fun. In fact it was horrible. Trying my best to put on a happy face while I feel so terrible inside. Oh and if you read this and you know this refers to you. Be glad that its only a temporary shock. Because I didn't know you all would do this. But. It doesn't matter.
HMM. I am watching spiderman 3 on thursday. And i want to watch shrek the third. But because I am terribly broke now. I shall eat very little for the next couple of weeks.
My eyes are closing as i type this blog post. BAH. I simply dont feel like going to school tomorrow. I am really really tired. Physically and mentally.
I want to feel sick. I really do. I haven't been sick for about 3 months. To be honest. I yearn the the concern people show to me when I'm sick. This is kind of twisted. But its true.
Oh. And i'm not going for nymd's celebration on thursday. Its kind of obvious why I'm not going. And its so difficult for me to just keep the reason inside.
I shall not type and get more miserable by the minute. THerefore. I shall go sleep now. And pray that I wake up sick tomorrow.
I've been wearing my contacts for almost 12 hours now. Still wearing because i couldn't get it out when i was showering. I keep sliding my fingers on my eyeball and it keeps sticking to my eyeball instead of getting pinched out. I tried many many times. And I shall got try again now.
Oh oh oh! I got new bedroom slippers! Its so soft and comfy. Heh.